It came the day you died Took up residence in my body and shares space with my heart
It feeds on attention Pampered, it grows firece and devours me Kept under control, we coexist A small, dangerous pet I can almost love, Black and dark gray, like violent storm clouds
Sometimes it's quiet And curled up And behaves My soul can feel it breathing Quiet Everpresent
When it stirs, it roars
Pain from every neuron My soul shivers